I am not too sure which path I should take.
Do I take the one that I know will be safe?
Or do I take the path that I am not 100% sure about but am definitely interested in?
Both of these paths are important to me. Both of these paths will lead me to where I want to be. They just have different stops along the way. And it is about the timing. When is the perfect time for road a? When is the perfect time for road b? This is the first time in a long time where I am not sure what to do. Nothing to serious, but I only get one life so I don't want to mess it up. Especially having Max along for the ride, I want to be cautious and make sure he will be okay.
I have been praying for clarity and peace. I just feel like I am spinning in circles trying to decide what is best for my family.
The Lord says:
"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11
I just wish I knew the right plan. The plan that HE wants me to fulfill. I know that I need to just pray and listen. I have been praying... and telling God my plans (ha!). He showed me this past month that I am not in charge but He is. It was a very real eye opener for me. As upset as I was, I found peace in knowing that the Lord knows what is best for me. If only He would tell me the exact path to take and how exactly to travel on it! I guess I have to step out in faith, and trust that He will catch me.
I know that this post seems to be all over the place but that is what is going on in this head of mine.
anxious to hear what's going on with you!! sending hugs your way!!!
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